I have been getting quite a few questions of 'what happened' to me on FB and the reasoning behind why I deleted some of you off my FB account. I want to give you an explanation, so here goes...
If you've been following my blog you know that I've had ED flare-ups the past couple of weeks. After one very bad flare up I decided that FB may be a little bit of a trigger for my ED. I want to assure you all that it was nothing that anyone said, and nothing that anyone did. I think you are all lovely people, and I'm so sorry if I upset anyone.
I started noticing a trend of negativity within myself that was somewhat triggering my ED. I realized that I spent way too much time on FB and on WB/TN-- observing other people's lives, listening to other people's rants. And I didn't like how it was affecting me.
So, I decided to take matters into my own hands. I basically went on a deleting spree to lessen my self-produced FB anxiety. I deleted almost everyone I knew off WB/TN (not in real life), and I also deleted WB/TN.
Now, I've actually decided to de-activate my FB account for a while so that I can focus on my thesis and other things.
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm OK, and to apologize for upsetting anyone over getting deleted. I really meant no harm by it, and it absolutely wasn't personal. It was just one of those things that I had to do for myself.
Right now I want to experience a lot more real life than online life. I mean it when I say that I will miss knowing what's going on in your lives. But, I have to focus on myself and other things right now, and it's very difficult for me to do that while I'm on FB constantly.
That being said, I will still keep up with my blog, as it is a positive form of self expression. And if I stopped following your blog it's not because I was offended by what you wrote or anything like that. I just decided to keep most of the blogs that I follow to ED recovery/health/fashion related ones, etc.
Again, I really hope that I didn't upset anyone, as it was definitely not my goal.
Thank you for your sweet messages. :)